When will I be good enough?

When will I be good enough?

When will I! Be good enough!When will I be good enough! Will I ever be good enough? When will I get the A? Or even the B?Or is C my forever, mine forever set in stone.

When will I be good enough?When will I be considered?Why won't I be good enough, When I try and fight through the words and punctuation.In almost every way...I feel almost devoid of any writers worth.I should pack it in and just stop, I know that the critic should only make you stronger but maybe I don't belong here.Maybe, should I...maybe I...maybe. Just full of maybe's.

When will I have the words of 'wow' or 'oh my gosh' from the regconised regconition from my lecturers.When? 'cause' boy...graduation is on its way and I want the A piece and the wow story.

Maybe I should devoid all emotion from this writing business, cause maybe I'm wack.Maybe I should spare everybody the written spew and just mentally stew in my peppered mind juices.

I'm just gonna give up. Write for acamdemic purposes; This is officially discontinued. Fuck this; fuck not being good enough. My words are not fufilling and I thought I was getting better.

When

will

I

be good enough.